“You are highly educated!”
“You studied really hard in your days!”
“You always scored good marks!”
“What was the point of studying so much when all you are up to doing in life is crochet?”
“You are letting your intelligence squander away!”
“What will your classmates from the school and college think about you making crocheted blankets and bookmarks for your friends some of them who are from those places?”
“The worse part is you are okay with all this as you have accepted this as your fate.”
“What a waste of life?”
“Have you given a thought to crochet being capable of supporting your life?”
“Can you ever earn enough with crocheting?”
“It is a hugely time consuming affair. You are never going to make any good out of it.”
“It would have been far better if you would have stuck to writing. Atleast it is a brainy business to speak off.”
This was my ego mind talking to me one of these days. It did what it is best at doing which is bringing me down for the choices and paths I have taken in my life or as it said correctly about the choices and paths I have accepted making peace with myself.
I have practiced sufficiently over the course of last year not to get bogged down by the chatter in my head. Hence, I made my positive affirmations and let my ego mind go to rest.